January 2010
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being happy
suddenly seems so…easy. it’s amazing what barriers are lifted when you “take out the trash ” so to speak, in your mind. Crazy how such a subtle shift in viewpoint and new philosophies can suddenly lift even the heaviest burdens from you chest and let you breathe again. since october i had felt caged by my own smothering misery. i didnt see that the door to freedom had been...
“i think i’ll miss you”
“Dont be foolish! what are we trying...”
– Jonathan Livingston Seagull
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midterms
are stupid and i don’t want to study physics (or religion for that matter).
i’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately, spurred on by the return of a good friend of mine. i’m trying to bring some order back to my life, and i’m trying to be happy.
i think it will take a little more time, but it’s possible. from the slight way that i’ve changed my thinking...
“You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who...”
– Bob Marley
unexpected things
can lead to pleasantness or devastation. luckily i have been bequeathed with the former.
strange how such a small shift in your life- such as speaking to someone you’ve been missing badly- can completely turn you upside down, inside out and side to side. i feel very different than i did at the beginning of this week.
still shaky, still nervous, still pretty terrified. but it doesn’t...
Watchvideos are fun.
pants by Lemuria
“I hope that someday I’ll see without these frames.”
– Daylight - Matt & Kim
repeating history
is something people tend to avoid. history has lessons woven into it. with every choice comes a consequence. with every consequence comes a reaction; depending on whether this reaction is desired or undesired determines whether we continue to make said choices, or choices similar, in the future. but of course, humans will be humans. forever optimists, forever forgetful, forever stubborn.
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“things are beautiful if you love them.”
– jean anouiln
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sometimes you gotta wonder
photo by akafresca on deviantart. that’s me in it =p
which place is my place? does a place for me even exist?
it’s probably just a load of stupid crap, but it’s always pleasant to feel like you fit into this perfect little spot where everything is right. like a puzzle piece i guess, perfectly clicking in to contribute a small part of what is the masterpiece of humanity....
