March 2010
18 posts
“the most evident utensil is none other than a pencil”
– chairlift - evident utensil
Philly
was interesting. they have some cool buildings there. everything is made of stone/brick. and some of the roofs are painted really cool bright colors. the university i saw was nice, just you know. typical, same old kind of thing.
i’m starting to think that my parents just ignore whatever comes out of my mouth unless it’s what they want to hear. On the way home my mum was talking and...
“la la la, leave it all behind ♫”
“music triumphs over all art forms.”
A Very Potter Musical →
this harry potter spoof musical literally made me...
alcohol
is something i’ve avoided as long as it has been offered to me.
i have never claimed to be “straight edge”. it just seems to be how i have turned out so far. i obviously dont find myself to be any better or worse than those who choose to enjoy or abuse. my liver perhaps can boast superiority in health but that’d be it.
i have so many negative emotions surrounding the...
“i’ve always been so bad at this
letting you know how much you mean to me...”
– Lemuria Get Some Sleep
i quit
my job today. wow. 2 and a half years of my life. i sort of feel good, like i’m making a new beginning or something corny like that.
the job search commences this week =p
i fought with my mum pretty badly about it. i always am a bit envious of people who have good relationships with their parents. my relationship with them is nonexistant. seriously. it’s troubling.
i’m...
rawrrr
i’m just really in a mood where i wanna get the hell out of here.
or at least, i wanna know i’m getting out of here soon.
i want to go to england. if my mother talks to people as if she knows where i’m going to end up for college in the USA i am going to explode. “she’s staying here for the first year”
you know what? fuck you mum, i’ll go where i want...
on a lighter note
let’s talk about my little adventure yesterday.
so, remember wayyy back when i said i wanted to start running and i picked out some places to go, bring a bag with me etc. etc. ?
yeah, finally got around to that yesterday. the weather (and my schedule) has cleared up enough to permit the occasional excursion =p so, i packed my bag :
sweatshirt
The Glass Castle
phone
ipod
...
going to sleep
lets do it.
lack of bad dreams ftw.
btw, glass castle- fact or fiction?
i’ve heard people lean either way. hm.
Scale of the Universe →
coolest variation i’ve seen thusfar :)
1 tag
emotional rollercoaster
is a pretty accurate description of my life these past few months. i’m in the fresh, super happy stage again which is nice. hopefully i can stave off the depressing bit for longer this time. dunno though, cause it kinda creeps up on me from time to time even now. but i suppose if i stay positive about the whole thing i have a decent shot. a better shot anyway than if i gave in now =p
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February 2010
6 posts
“don’t wish, don’t start. wishing only wounds the heart.”
– Wicked ( I’m not that Girl ) 